June 22, 2009

The Meeting

Catherine placed the receiver back with a fervent smile on her face and leaned back onto her chair.
It has been long since she had seen him. Hours of talks on the phone was nothing compared to the smile on his face when he sees her. She recollected each word Kevin had said.
“…it has been a while, honey... I desperately wanted to see your face ... n I wanted it to be a surprise.”
She had no words to reply.
“Well meet you at the old park. What do you say?” he asked “When will you be free?”
“In an hour… oh... may be half an hour…” she smiled
“Good. I’ll be there… love ya... bye”
Wiping away tears from her eyes, she got up. The usually boring day had suddenly found the dewdrops it was waiting for.
No time to waste. She sank in to complete the report she had to submit the next day.
A while later, a nurse walked into her room and seeing her packing, asked.
“Leaving early Dr. Catherine?”
“Yeah... big plans, Susan” she said trying the least to hide her happiness.
“Hmm... I can see that in your face” Susan said”... too bad you were asked to report to the emergency room... a minor accident case”
“What? No... I’ve gotto go... its really important. Can’t Lizzie cover up for me? Ask her, please. I have to go. Besides it’s my shift is over too.”
She always considered her job as sacred, but it has taken all happiness from her life… kept her away from Kevin. She was not ready to let it happen this time too. She too wanted to have some contentment in her life. She quickly took her stuff and headed out.
As her car headed out of her the hospital, a crowd beside the junction caught her attention. Accidents have become a regular occurrence here. Why aren’t the authorities doing anything for it? She asked herself. But it was while taking the turn that she saw the wrecked car. Her heart sank as the world around her contracted onto her filling her teary eyes with darkness.

Trying hard to keep herself up, she got out of her car and ran back. She ran back to the hospital praying with all her heart to not let it be true.

Pushing open the emergency door, she saw the white sheet been put over the beautiful face she had so longed to see.
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June 15, 2009

Bring back the warmth…


I'm not sure if my introduction into the world of science was a blessing or a curse. It has definitely changed my outlook toward everything around me and I learned to think on my own. An academically average student became a curious observer and the thirst to know more only increased as I filled myself with what appeared to be the truth. But I had a larger prize to pay for that.

The truth I sought left a small hole in my pot labeled faith and my faith in god started to leak out leaving a dark trail behind me. Before I knew it, I had an empty pot with nothing to put my faith in. I never knew being realistic could rob you off your optimism.

Now I can never leave anything to chance for I knew that no one was there to guide me in my darkest hours or bring me luck when I needed it most. I felt betrayed and lonely in the world ruled not by love, sympathy or benevolence but by forces of attraction or repulsion and other forces that I now don't care to remember.

I know I'm believing in the truth, but when I see others around me crying, sobbing and talking at the house of god as though to a person sitting beside you, who nods at your every word with compassion, sympathy and understanding, I feel that I'm losing something, something worth treasuring, something that makes me feel that my tears are not in vain.

The feeling of having someone beside, you no matter wherever you are and at all times, to show a shoulder for you to cry on and empty your sorrow, to give you comfort and strength.

To have an invisible yet loyal friend, lover, guide all the time.

Now I truly understand what god is…

It's a part of yourself that comes forward at times of loneliness and sorrow to share your grief and give you a warm hug.It cannot change water to wine or cure the blind or get to rich in a fortnight or win battles for you or comes in all fury to exterminate the evil. But it does have the magical power to make you feel yourself.

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June 8, 2009

My Work - Coffee Time

This is the pic of a girl i saw in a regional newspaper n decided to draw it...
The girl in the original picture was really beautiful.. i just couldn't take my eyes off her even while drawing ;) , but this one is not :(





Another close up of the above picture



Click here to see my previous works :)
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June 5, 2009

Tagged!!!

Deepika had tagged me a long time ago… n my stupid exams kept me away from taking this tag.. its not yet over, but just one more to go.. its also the easiest one.. n the most boring L

So here goes.. 100 truths abt me…

1. Last drink: Black Coffee

2. Last phone call : a friend

3. Last text message: a friend again...

4. Last song you listened to: My Name is... by Eminem

5. Last time you cried: Dont remember.. was long back.. im a tough guy now ;)


Have you ever?...

6. Dated someone twice: :(

7. Been cheated on?: Nope..

8. Kissed someone & regretted it?: No…

9. Lost someone special?: Dont think so..

10. Been depressed?: Yeah... Im always waiting for a reason to get depressed..

11. Been drunk and threw up?: ahem.. ahem..

Four Favourite Colors...

12. Black

13. Red

14. Blue

15. White

Firsts....

16. Made new friends: Yeah!!

17. Fallen out of love: im trying to fall in…

18. Laughed until you cried: Lots of times.. with the kinda fnrz ive got, thats all u do...

19. Met someone who changed you: Actually not met.. but Stephan Hawking has changed me thru his work n books in a way i would never have imagined.

20. Found out who your true friends were: Oh Yeah...

21. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah...


Have You...

22. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No

23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: In my Orkut frnz list.. most of em.. but in blogger, just 4!

24. How many kids do you want to have: havnt thought abt it yet.. but i think just one would be enough..

25. Do you have any pets: No

26. Do you want to change your name: Ive got the best name in this world, why would i want to change it!

27. What did you do for your last birthday: Spent with my frnz :)

28.What time did you wake up today: 2 o clock! no 2 in the morning... yeah.. i knw... im strange :P.. but normally around 5 :)

29. What were you doing at midnight last night: Zzzz....

30. Name something you CANNOT wait for: To get out of college..

31. Last time you saw your father: 3-4 weeks ago

32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: cant think of anything..

33. Most visited web page: of course... gmail. i hate to say it but google kinda owns me. :(


What's Your...

34. Name: I'm Bose, Amal Bose ( 007 tune in the background )

35. Nicknames: U dont want to know :P

36. Zodiac sign: Scorpio

37. Male or female or transgender: MALE

38. Elementary: S N Public School

39. School: S N Public School

40. College: College of Engineering, Trivandrum

41. Hair color: Black

42. Long or short: Short

43. Height: 170 cm

44. Do you have a crush on someone?: yeah...

45. Ever been in love?: No

46. Piercings?:No

47. Tattoos?: No.

48. Righty or lefty: Righty

49. First surgery: Never had one..

50. First piercing: Nopes.

51. First best friend: Jaidev... im lucky that it still is..

52. First sport you loved: Cricket..

53. First pet: My brother ;)

54. First vacation: Dont remember... Hyderabad i guess

55. First concert: Waiting for Linkin Park to come to India

56. First crush: a kindergarten friend


Right Now...

57. Eating: Nothing

58. Drinking: Nothing

59. I'm about to: go n watch Angels n Demons.. heard its not as good as the book, but i wont miss Tom Hanks for anything :)

60. Listening to: Linkin Park.. (repeated ques???)

61. Waiting for: Nothing


Your Future...

62. Want kids?: yeah

63. Want to get married?: who wont.. but not anytime soon... need to enjoy my freedom

64. Careers in mind?: something i would love to do.. with lots of people around me.. preferably in software field.. the prob is im an Electrical Engineering stdnt.. but one thing is for sure... i dont want n electrical related job. went to a PowerStation a few weeks ago... its the most boring job anyone can ever get..


Which is better with the opposite sex...??

65. Lips or eyes: Both….

66. Hugs or kisses: Hugs in public…….. Kisses in private ;) ( stole Deepika's answer :P )

67. Shorter or taller: Taller

68. Older or Younger: younger...

69. Romantic or spontaneous: Both…..

70. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both…..

71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive…..

72. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship…

73. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker ;)


Have you ever...??

73. Kissed a stranger: nope..

74. Lost glasses/contacts: glasses..

75. Sex on first Date: nope..

76. Broken someone's heart: yeah.. :(

77. Had your own heart broken: yeah

78. Been arrested: No

79. Turned someone down: nope..

80. Cried when someone died: Havnt cried, but ive felt really bad..

81. Liked a friend that is a girl?: Yeah..


DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

82. Yourself: Yeah

83. Miracles: Big No..

84. God: Another really big NO

85. Love at first sight: No..no.. i think for u to fall in love with someone, u need to know each other really well..

86. Heaven: Again no..

87. Santa Claus: :( No..

88. Kiss on the first date?: yeah.. y not?

89. Angels: No.

90. Devils: No..


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

91. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Yeah..

92. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?: No..

93. Wanted to kill someone ever?: Oh Yeah.. many times..

94. Among you blog mates, whom would you like to kiss?: No one

95. Committed a blunder and regretted later?: Ive been committing blunders ever since ive passed Xth std

96. Wanted to steal your friend's boyfriend / girlfriend?: No..


ASSOCIATE WITH SOMETHING YOU WEAR...

97. White: Shirt

98. Black: Pants..

99. Red: T Shirt..

100. Pink: pink.. pink.. No... no pink


Phew…

That's it abt me..

Im tagging Satyu, Hemanth, Nithin, Swati and Anupama

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